loves.

I just have the urge to blog on this boring christmas eve i ever had?

if is not for me going to Ipoh tommorow,i would have went out with him.

how can i describe my life recently?happy is all i can say.

but,4th of Jan i have to report into my national service,

everytime i talk about NS,my tears seems to be rolling down again,

just seems,but it never had happen,not until the 3rd or 2nd of Jan,

i would have cry,

i can't bear to leave him,my friends.

i know i am coming back for CNY,

but i really really can't seems to leave him anymore.

i don't know why,but this feeling is so strong :(

from total strangers to friends to best friends and to lovers now.

how much courage,how much time,how much effort we have put into this.

i just hope to spend more time with him.for the meanwhile we are meeting as much as we can .

i know 3 months,alot of things can change.but for me what matter is just i hope we don't change and just stay as how we are now.i know we are happy & we can be happier.

just for now,i really wanna tell you how much we have gone through. thanks for giving me this chance :( i really like you and i really do :)